Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Can't hide it anymore!

Today was the first time someone walked up to me confidently and said, "Congratulations! When are you due?" I was a little surprised. How did she know I was pregnant? I told her May 17th and thanked her. After she walked out of the bathroom, I turned sideways and looked in the mirror. "Holy crap! I really look pregnant!" It had finally hit me. I've been in denial for about a month now. Other people are finally able to tell that I am pregnant.  I always ask Matt if I look pregnant or fat. Of course he says, "Hilary! You look pregnant!!!!!!!"  Everyone else from work knew for a while now so it was shocking to me that someone who did not know had finally noticed my "bump". To be honest with you, sometimes I get kind of freaked out when I think about being pregnant. There is a living thing growing inside my belly! AHHHH!

Anyways, I had the most realistic dream of my life last night. The dream was set in our new house. The baby was only a few days old. I took him into the nursery to change his diaper. All I remember was that I got poop all over me, the walls and everything else and I was happy as can be. I remember reasoning with myself , Hilary, you have baby poop everywhere!! Why are you happy?! You should be frustrated and upset? Nope! I was smiling and didn't care one bit! I really loved that little boy and it didn't matter to me that there was poop every where. I was just going to throw everything in the washer and wipe myself off and go cuddle with my baby!! 
I woke up and looked around. Damn! I'm still pregnant and of course, I woke up 25 minutes before I needed to be up! I hate when that happens!

One last thing.....
HAVE I MENTIONED HOW EXCITED I AM ABOUT ABOUT THE STROLLER, CAR SEAT,  PACK-N-PLAY WITH THE BASSINET AND CHANGING TABLE AND THE OTHER LITTLE THINGS I GOT FOR MR. B TO ARRIVE?! I can not wait! The scheduled delivery date is Thursday, which also happens to be the day we close on the house!! February 10th will be one exciting day!!!
Me at 25 weeks and 4 days!

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